I've always been very much Indian. The indolence, the love of family, the respect for learning, the pointing-people-the-wrong-way-with-assurance, the garrulity, I have it all. And I'm proud of all that, and of my country. I do get that funny constriction in the chest when the national anthem's played, and I do feel compelled to rise to my feet and stand a little straighter. I hate hearing criticism of my country, and I did cry after I saw (and loved) Rang De Basanti. I was a sucker for the India Shining campaign, the Blue Billion ad, the glorified accounts in the History textbooks, and most of the other propagandist feel-good nonsense as well, because I, like most people in the world, am afflicted with patriotism. Shaw had said, with immense courage of conviction, "Patriotism is your conviction that your country is superior to all other countries because you were born in it."
There's a lot of sense in that. What is it that makes thousands of soldiers fight till the end for issues they know precious little about? Even when it's obvious the soldiers on the other side are just as passionately believing in their side of the story? What is it that enables statesmen all over the world to go to war, to buy their little military gadgets and planes to blow other countries to bits? What is it that makes us offer no protest when they waste millions of rupees on fancy planes we don't need, money that would feed some, even if not all, of our starving millions? What is it that lets one man fire unflinchingly into another man's eyes and lets him watch the other man die in agony, only because he's from a different geographical region of this planet?
Yup, patriotism it is.
Shaw, straight thinker and unafraid speaker, had also said, "You'll never have a quiet world till you knock the patriotism out of the human race."
He was right both times.Patriotism is a terrible thing. But it's also a terribly beautiful thing, entrancing fatally those who can bear to wear blinkers, and tearing apart with conflict those who can see both sides of a story. It makes you forget you're an individual with a mind, takes away reason, and thrusts you yelling and screaming into the seething, madly exultant crowd of people who commit atrocities in the name of their country. You become one of them, and in doing so, cease to become you and simply become an 'Indian'. (You can substitute the name of your country in the quotes. It's all the same). And that's all that you become.
You don't stop to think, what if I'd been born in Pakistan?
I don't flatter myself with being a clear thinker and able to resist patriotism. I do think my country is the best. I could write a whole new post about why it is, with bullet-pointed reasons.The national anthem will always make me stand a little straighter, the Republic Day parade of might will always make me proud of our strength, and if I ever go abroad, I'll be severely homesick and scoot back at the earliest opportunity. But I do hope that if ever the time comes for senseless conflict and taking of sides, this post will remind me of a man who did recognise conflict as senseless, and also remind me that it's gross arrogance to be convinced that my country is superior to all others, just because I was born in it.
Friday, June 29, 2007
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18 reprieves from being beheaded:
i am a citizen of the world... wonderful post..i had prepared myself 4 a comment after i read halfway..but then the imp thing came out..patriotism is a terrible thing.. but a wonderful post.. nice twsit in the tale.. but i always hope.. fragile sense of hope.. that soldeirs do find some better reason to die rather than land or some meaningless jingoism.
but ya shaw is amazing.. just like wilde.. must read more by him.. :D
was it also shaw who said "the wost thing you can teach your children is patriotism"? i'm very two-way about this. war makes no sense, boundaries make no sense, borders make no sense. we are all earth.
having said that, i couldnt think of living anywhere but here. i might roam, but i'll return to india in the end, and i know that. but it's only because of the all the natural, earthy beauty here. i always get that "queer pain", as anne would say, when i think about it. i have an almost maniacal superiority complex in that respect - india's natural and physical beauty.i'll never understand this acclimatisation
and somehow when i look at a calm mountain range, i feel it's worth fighting for. i'll never understand this conditioning either.
loved this post. and i'll never inflict a comment this big on you ever again. i promise.
the funny thing is, you never feel as patriotic as you do when you're in another country. atleast, that's true for me.
@ raghu:thanks.
but I don't think they do. the killing would be meaningless then.
@ priyanka:I know..I'm very ambivalent about it as well, witness this post.As long as I can stay sane about it, the wonderful'queer pain' feels very good. It's very pleasant being conditioned.And oh, how i love the national anthem.
@heh: me too. and oh, does it feel nice.
hahah... well said.. damn.. damn
nice post.. i somehow am changing a lot when it comes 2 being patriotic.. i somehow hav started hating these divisions made on basis of regions.. altho they were for convenience of governance.. they are wat causes war as they tend to instill the fake pride in thots of millions and tht sucks
division on basis of religion, language is already fuckin up everythng in this country and it is so evident.. division on basis of region is fuckin up the world since the existence of this world i guess or since these divisons were made.. fanatics are born and ppl die.. then ppl of "the land" develop fake pride and that results in hatred and sometimes intolerance towards rest of the world.. may be i'm wrong or am plain confused.. but somethings i'm clear about which am not able 2 emphasize on and not able 2 justify myself may be here.. probably cz himesh reshammiya is being played FULL BLAST in this stupid office! forgive my abruptness :S
nice long comments I like. and i get you, ABW. thanks for thinking all that out!
hmnm.. i can write a post inspired by this one..on patriotism.. but im lazy..bherry lazy. :(
to summurise.. division in terms of culture is good.
The conflict is still in the human mind. Just the other day, somebody told my father "Dont send your daughter(my sis who is going to the UK) to Leeds cause the Paki population is huge there".
Anyhow, how i will miss my skul being shortcircuited..sob sob and the kolkata rains.
and in case u were wondering, thanks to ur inspiration my entry on orkut is up.. tell me if you enjoyed it
my first comment on ur blog.. going thru it now..
firstly stellar tagline and blo name!!!
u have a wonderful way of writing
conflicted in thoughts yet crystal clear
I am foolishly patriotic. If I was born 60 years back. I know I would have run away from home and joined the revolutionaries. After all, One needs some kind of a reason to live. an ideal to chase. Some worship a clay idol and kill in its name others a black stone.... some love a land and its people and decide to live for it. They donot question..no they are not indoctrinated (like R.S. says). Its a feeling very old...stretches back to the days of Rome,Troy,Porus and alexander.....
@raghu: why don't you lazybones? and pray explain further.
@speed:I know..vindictiveness goes deep..but hopefully this generation will be saner?here's hoping.
@astraeus: my my.how lovely of you. thankee!do come back then :)
@ bijoyini: love your well thought out comments.And you're right. I'd have done it too. run away. and it would have felt amazing, too. that's how deep conditioning goes. and when you realise you're conditioned, you lose something very precious. blind faith gives such security of mind...
lovely post, as usual...
speaking of patriotism,remember how RDB had done wonders to us?!!
how determined we had become to take some time out of our busy schedules(of talking and doing non-sense) and doing sumthing which would help us overcome our self-guilt of having done nothing for our nation or society of watever...
But as usual,all our xcitement fizzed out...
guess,it'll be appropriate to blame "LAZINESS"...
Its high time,we'd better do sumthing bout this part of us, which we are all so very much in luv with...
After all Jawarlal Nehru once said "Laziness is our biggest enemy...."
But then, Gandhiji was quoted saying "We must learn to luv our enemies..."
CONFUSED..eh??!!
wow, mitra. now that you speak of it, we never did do anything. but i remember the heady feeling of promising that we would..and between gandhi and nehru i'll tahe gandhi..especially when he's supporting laziness.
haha..mitra wonderful..hahah
i guess i'm a citizen of the world. but yes, it's always great to hear the national anthem!
bright gal...i loved that
Interesting to know.
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